If you have been reading my blog for any length of time you already know the rest of the story...
My worse fear ~~~became my reality!!!
However, I'm happy to say (contrary to my prior expectations) WE SURVIVED 2 WHOLE WEEKS of Public School.
I have no idea how long this season will last or what the ultimate *plan* is.
It could be as simple as learning to step out of my comfort zone or just getting right with my God. There was A LOT of junk inside me that the Lord exposed this summer. Stuff I didn't even know was there ~ pride, self-righteousness, stubbornness, little faith, anger...just yucky yucky stuff that He needed to clean up.
It could be just that but it could also be something bigger ~ something as grand as a revival within our school.
I honestly don't know.
Whichever it is. Regardless of how small and no matter how large I know that I can not slack off in my walk with God at all!!! And I realize there may be "battles" ~especially spiritual battles.
This is NOT anything I would seek in the flesh. I am scared, unequipped and I feel completely vulnerable.
And I know there is NOTHING in me that can pull this off. NOTHING! I need God to show up and I know that HE WILL...
Friday, September 4, 2009
Never Say Never (Part 5)
Posted by Jen at 4:56 AM
Labels: Keeping it real
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