Friday, September 4, 2009

Never Say Never (Part 5)

If you have been reading my blog for any length of time you already know the rest of the story...

My worse fear ~~~became my reality!!!

However, I'm happy to say (contrary to my prior expectations) WE SURVIVED 2 WHOLE WEEKS of Public School.

I have no idea how long this season will last or what the ultimate *plan* is.

It could be as simple as learning to step out of my comfort zone or just getting right with my God. There was A LOT of junk inside me that the Lord exposed this summer. Stuff I didn't even know was there ~ pride, self-righteousness, stubbornness, little faith, anger...just yucky yucky stuff that He needed to clean up.

It could be just that but it could also be something bigger ~ something as grand as a revival within our school.

I honestly don't know.

Whichever it is. Regardless of how small and no matter how large I know that I can not slack off in my walk with God at all!!! And I realize there may be "battles" ~especially spiritual battles.

This is NOT anything I would seek in the flesh. I am scared, unequipped and I feel completely vulnerable.

And I know there is NOTHING in me that can pull this off. NOTHING! I need God to show up and I know that HE WILL...


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